why ? why must he hate me . i just wish he could love me . i know its me . i cant make him happy . whatever i do , can never please him . my kindness is his pain . what should i do more . dont say try , ive already make him happy . but still its not enough for him . i've been patience all awhile too ok . can never mean that i can be patience forever . u treat me like a dog . n u had already confess that u dont need me . what was that suppose to mean . everytime u will say like that to me . for once , i can tell myself , u are angry thats why u say that . i tell myself u dont mean it . but a thousand time i heard it . i tell myself , NANA U SHOUL LET HIM GO , HE IS NEVER HAPPY WITH U . should i let u go dear . so u can be happy n stress free . u said it urself . i'm irritating n u ask me to gi jahanam . u even dare to say , jgn cari aku lagi . how could that possibly be u dont mean it . muhd fauzi , i've once in ur shoes . being tired n someone nag at u . but cant u talk nicely . if u cant talk nicely , k i undrstand u are angry . but theres isnt a need for u to say all that to me . i guess u really mean what u say . because the last time i cry , i tell myself , no he didnt mean wat he say , give him one more chance to control his anger . but u've wasted the chance . so sorry but i did what i have to do . u said not to bother u . ok . u dont want me in ur life right . u are never happy being with me right . i will show u carefree . u dont need me , i wont be there . u not happy bein with me , i wont try to please u . u dont want me , i'll go from ur life . u said dont bother u , i wont care for u . u said GI JAHANAM , i'll walk away arite . this is what u want . this is what u get muhd fauzi.
satu suami yang aku sanjung . ape kau nak , aku cuba sedaya upaya aku kasi kau . tak pernah cukup . aku tak pernah buat kau bahgia kan . aku sedar aku sape .
MUHAMMAD FAUZI , PADA SUATU MASA KAU PERNAH LAFAZKAN BAHAWA AKU BUKAN BINI KAU . DENGAN LAFAZ ITU ADA NIAT DISEBALIKNYA . DAN NIAT ITU TELAH MENGESAHKAN BAHAWA AKU BUKAN BINI KAU . (tak belajar ke kat kursus rumah tangga)

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