i went so devastated when everything starts to tumble . ya allah , berikan lah aku kekuatan untuk menempuhi ujian mu allah . without me realising he started to hate me . oh god . feel like dying . wish i could just kill myself . i dare ! but i just couldnt do it whenever i see my girl . i'm just being to selfish . my girl needs me . thats why im still standing strong . why ?? why u have to force urself to get married to me . now u are married to me . so whats the point of saying regret . just divorce me . i know u can never be happy with me . wish i could have that courage to let u go .


* fear is killing me
* dont want u to hate me

nana