i cant sleep !!!!!!! haish. . stress uhr. . i dont noe seh. . wat to do nao. . like i got no future. . i feel dat i'm useless. . eerrgggh. . !! i dont noe i want to skul . . or i want to werk . . or i dont wanna do anyting. . ish. . my head is spinning seh. . haha. . hmmph. . i didnt go to skul just becoz of the stoopid dance course. . i dont like dance course. .i didnt train to dance. . i dance for passion la babe. . sickening freaks wans me to dance kaper !! sick uhr . . but jus nao,ferz day dance course,i cum la. . mrepek sak. . beh dahtu takpe. . dgn chinagurl2 plak tuh. . haha. .

mira promised me dat she's skoolin back n wanted to study. . okae lorx . . i dont mind. . i rilli hope she mean it . . she promised me wat. . but funny. . if i didnt cum skool,she oso dont wanna cum. . ntah la. . aniwae shes bz wif her beloved ones wat. . apape la. .

stress sak !!! haiyoh. . maner aku nak carik duet seh. . nak bayar utang2 nie semuwer. . actually i wanna werk,but i lazy. . itu lagy satu stress. . malas satu hal,nanti tkde tyme utk maman. . dektuh orgnyer manja. . susahla. .maken diyer ckp jgn keje,maken tuh la aku tknk keje. . tapy i dont wanna trouble hym. . he said he wanna pay evritin fer me. . haish. . takkan nak mkn budi org ehk. . nanti if i say to hym lyke dat. . conferm he sort in the brain. . adoi. .diyer tak phm aper maksod budi. . one more ting ,conferm my dad fuck me upside down. . errggh. . strez uhr. . da lah. . pi mati dgn nie semuwer. .

i'm tired tinking bout ol diz. . i wannna rest. . i need peace. . later~~

nana

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