ooopssy. . sorie la blog i nvr update. . heex. . aniwae i'm back again. . startin anew. . hey guez wat,the doc's sleeping pill. . its sooooo effective. . sumtimes i tot dat i cant sleep wif dat pill. . so i went to pharmacy n ask fer sumting else which may cause me not too find fer the sleeping pill again. . hmmph. . they gave me wat pills la,i oso dodno. . my parents kept it coz they scared i would haf to addicted to it. . geesh. .old ppl r owaes like diz. . hehx. .

well fer diz one wk,i've been tinking dat i've to move on. . congrats fer myself dat i can actually move on. .hahax. . independent? naah. .i've nvr been independent. . guez dat i'm juz strong enuf to cope on tings even my heart's sick or wat. . yepx. . hearing be without you by mary j.blige at my werk place really makes me feel the pain again. . haish. .but nehmind. . i started to get to noe diz guy named ayul. . hes my colleague la. . he's cute. . yepz. . damn cute. . like teddy bear. . went out wif him yesterday. . go vivo city. . hahax. . great. . njoy it. .

njoy? hmmph. . my heart stills bleeding. . not because i still lurve him or wat. . its sumting which i regret on. . haish. . my swollen heartache. . pity my heart. . hmmph. . ____________

nana

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