hello2. . gi riding dgn rab n memberz. . gerek. . tapi penat uh dok kat moto. . ish. . but after so long i didnt meet them. . heh. . satu2 dgn pompan. . taknak kalah. . hahax. . well dey r all big guys wat. . wat to do. . cant blame them ritex. . aniwae i find its kinda hard to get along wif rab. . ermm. . not to mention anything la. . but i dodno. . hmmph. . i guez hes not d right one ahain. . hmmph. . tinking bout him makes me feel depressed. . my heart bleeds again. . i'm so disappointed wif rab. . haish. . it hurts me so bad. . rab. . do ever tink of treating me the right way. .

well. . i didnt contact wif a.j. . heex. . kinda miss him. . but i hope he'll undrstand wat i meant by not contacting him. . i juz dont want my frens to see dat i'm tryin to fool ard wif guys feelings. . hahax. . still remember how he smile at me n i'm takin he's order. . wen he talk. . wow. . it was like a 'u r cool dude' kinda thing. . hes cute. . small size. . cool. . he get my number from my colleague which was his cuzzin. . errggh. . how dare she juz gave it. . but no regrets. . a.j is a great guy indeed. .

its been nearly a mth. . n yet sumtimes i break down n cry to myself. . tinking,wondering y my life's like diz. . y was all dat happened to me. . hmmph. . stop it la nana. . enuff is enuff. .
adioz_____

nana

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